Birthday bish bash bosh!

Well after having absolutely no sleep at all, whatsoever, I went on the search for coffee!
It was nowhere to be found! What are the odds! It was hell! HELL!!!
Was spoilt at work and spoilt at home! <3 I have the people around me <3 Will really miss them when I move on Sunday!

Kitten McCatness

I got a new cat! Zelda, her name is. It was terrible to be without a furry friend. Seriously. I can never go back.
I got her back in March.... I just haven't had the cognitive cognitives to update my Diary Blog about it.

She is currently 6 months in 2 days, so she's a young'un! I can't wait for her to get in heat and turning the house upside-down.... Any day now! She is half Maine Coon and half devil. She is in full control of the dog and house already. She is a sly little fucker :D
She likes to sleep on top of my pillow, so I usually fall asleep to a paw or a tail in the face. It's really nice. So sweet. She is such a bundle of energy though. It's so cute! And infuriating.

I named her Zelda. Because it is a badass name. Never tried playing the games so not really named her after that. Not read much from the Fitzgerald either... But I like to be pretentious so let's pretend that's why! :P

She is so cute. The fluffiest butt there ever was! I will take pictures to prove it. Such a fluffy butt.

Kvikk Lunsj #2

I am in a vacuum. It feels like joy is being sucked away like air in space.
Cancer again.
She was my light. That light has been snuffed.
I am so insanely angry. How is it possible that 3 family members and a cat has been taken from me in 5 months? From fucking cancer?
I just don't understand. I just really don't understand.

I am a bit at a loss for words. I guess I just wanted to mark her passing somehow. I hope you are better wherever you are now, Cat 💛 I love you.

Kvikk Lunsj

My cat will be put down tomorrow.

She is my light. I don't know what to do without her purring and her affection. She won't be in pain anymore, though. My sweet cat. 💛

Mormor Min.

4 months later on the 25th this month my grandmother followed my grandfather and aunt.
I suppose she never really got over their loss. Well, I mean, how could she, it's only been 4 months since they died.
It was cancer again.
I'd be happy if I never have to deal with it again.

I was lucky enough to spent New Year's Eve together with her and my other grandmother as I needed to take care of my sick cat when the explosions started. I think they had a really good time, as they were gabbin' on like nobody's business.
I remember this summer when my aunt invited me to eat crabs with her, grandma and grandpa. It was such a nice afternoon. We sat on their veranda afterwards and just relaxed in the sun, sighing over all the food we just ate.
I also remember whenever I popped over to their house she had always some sort of cake ready from the freezer. She always made a fuss even though I told her there was no need.
She also took me to Kristiansand sometimes and we went to cafés and did a bit of shopping. It was so nice spending time with her.
She was so sweet. So caring.

I sat with her on the night before she died and I held her hand for most of that time. She was so warm. I will miss her. She was such a beautiful and kind person.
Such an awesome grandma. Below she is often to the left in the picture.