Kitten McCatness

I got a new cat! Zelda, her name is. It was terrible to be without a furry friend. Seriously. I can never go back.
I got her back in March.... I just haven't had the cognitive cognitives to update my Diary Blog about it.

She is currently 6 months in 2 days, so she's a young'un! I can't wait for her to get in heat and turning the house upside-down.... Any day now! She is half Maine Coon and half devil. She is in full control of the dog and house already. She is a sly little fucker :D
She likes to sleep on top of my pillow, so I usually fall asleep to a paw or a tail in the face. It's really nice. So sweet. She is such a bundle of energy though. It's so cute! And infuriating.

I named her Zelda. Because it is a badass name. Never tried playing the games so not really named her after that. Not read much from the Fitzgerald either... But I like to be pretentious so let's pretend that's why! :P

She is so cute. The fluffiest butt there ever was! I will take pictures to prove it. Such a fluffy butt.

Kvikk Lunsj #2

I am in a vacuum. It feels like joy is being sucked away like air in space.
Cancer again.
She was my light. That light has been snuffed.
I am so insanely angry. How is it possible that 3 family members and a cat has been taken from me in 5 months? From fucking cancer?
I just don't understand. I just really don't understand.

I am a bit at a loss for words. I guess I just wanted to mark her passing somehow. I hope you are better wherever you are now, Cat 💛 I love you.

Kvikk Lunsj

My cat will be put down tomorrow.

She is my light. I don't know what to do without her purring and her affection. She won't be in pain anymore, though. My sweet cat. 💛

Mormor Min.

4 months later on the 25th this month my grandmother followed my grandfather and aunt.
I suppose she never really got over their loss. Well, I mean, how could she, it's only been 4 months since they died.
It was cancer again.
I'd be happy if I never have to deal with it again.

I was lucky enough to spent New Year's Eve together with her and my other grandmother as I needed to take care of my sick cat when the explosions started. I think they had a really good time, as they were gabbin' on like nobody's business.
I remember this summer when my aunt invited me to eat crabs with her, grandma and grandpa. It was such a nice afternoon. We sat on their veranda afterwards and just relaxed in the sun, sighing over all the food we just ate.
I also remember whenever I popped over to their house she had always some sort of cake ready from the freezer. She always made a fuss even though I told her there was no need.
She also took me to Kristiansand sometimes and we went to cafés and did a bit of shopping. It was so nice spending time with her.
She was so sweet. So caring.

I sat with her on the night before she died and I held her hand for most of that time. She was so warm. I will miss her. She was such a beautiful and kind person.
Such an awesome grandma. Below she is often to the left in the picture.

This Is the End.

Of 2016. The shittest year in history. Probably.
Hoping for a better one in 2017. Truly. All though there are a lot of things that can go wrong there too. But crossing my fingers for the positive.
As I am sat here I am wondering what people are thinking shooting up their money, and too early at that (#failosaurus), I am also remembering many good moments of this exceedingly shit year.

Eating crabs with grandma, grandpa and my aunt this summer before I had to go back to Oslo. My aunt wanted me to get at least one good crab-meal in me before I had to go. Bless her face. I am so sad I don't have any pictures of them sitting around the table. But was such a nice summer's day.

Eating crabs (See a pattern here? Give me crabs and I am sold.) on the jetty on Okse with the family, many many people there. Catching up with them is always nice. I love the family on Okse. Everyone is so welcome there, I feel. Always someone to say hello to. Beautiful bastards.

The Oslo people are lovely too. Had so many nice times with most of them there. Apart from a certain ex-housemate of course.
I can't wait to get to know people better and getting better in touch with old friends.
I am hoping 2017 will be a lot better for a lot of people.

Best wishes to everyone!
And may peace and tolerance be the theme of this coming year!